?:P? you guess so ok this is not guessing question this is, you know did they like, did you like draw and people look at it went [гримасничает] :P you know :P most professional. Was this a school teacher that told you this, or :P so you had school teachers and they looked down at you and went [гримасничает nooooo] :P boy, psychologies are probably have really 'uuuugh! root experience :P and we gonna going into that not :P but anyway, whatever happend you believed that so you probably don't spend alot of time painting, right :P yeah, ok how... :P and what's your name, sir :P nil. so, nil down before me here :P is a having... so he believes that he has no artistic talent, non whatsoever :P and what's your name, mam :P jina :P and you have no artistic talent, either :P ??? :P is that like yes :P ok and when you paint, do you really enjoy it :P or was it painful experience :P dramatic, as we like to say in psychology department :P a pot flower du-du-du I grew up in a sixties you don't have to apologize to me :P we have lots of pot flowers :P they said it was the summer of love but it was really the summer of drugs, so I can tell you :P we used to go out into people's park, and, you know, and golden gate park, and all these great musicians would play :P with great names like the grateful dead what the... the heavens did they come up with that name for so wierd :P you know and they would play loud music and people would get high as skies and then they told people, you know :P they should object to the war :P you know like that was a novel idea people go 'object to war they must be communists :P you know what that has to do with communism I don't know :P but they kept saying that that was a bad thing you know and some of us went, but we'd like violence :P you know but we just want to keep it at home, that's all :P you know, we might define defending our neighbourhood was something but, you know :P you know, i just found it really hard to believe that people that didn't have cars or ships could get to america and be a threat. But they told me if one company became... country became communist, then the next one would, and the next one would, and the next one was. Actually it's sort of fell the other way if you think about it :P be... most of these c... even china's now like the most caplitalistic country in the world :P you know, and russia's gonna mcdonald's downtown and, you know :P people are actually arrested in russia now for income tax evasions that great :P become[?] much things of move forward :P you know :P giant steps, and... putin was in town, just recently, he was... i saw him up, outside my hotel room window, [cheek-cheek-cheek-cheek] flying by in a helicoper :P and, and they had armed guards all over the place, and I guess they had trade talks and talked about things and... :P it's funny to think about, you know all this countries that hated each other when I was young, we just knew that they were gonna blow us up :P and... so there was no point in painting anything :P and, and they told me I was the same way only i didn't have a f..., a pot flower i had a fruit ball :P but I lived in san-francisco so it gotta make sense if you think about it [17:05]