:P but then I held it up and I said 'Now make a picture of this word :P in your mind and I said what color is the l :P the only way you can answer that is with a remembered image :P because as soon as they started doing it that way then I show them all the words on their spelling test they made pictures of them and hid them in their mind :P they all went 'PHEHEHEHE' :P they went in and took their spelling tests and every single one of them got 100 percent :P so I was fired for doing Satanic writes :P i'm not even making that up. It would never dorned on me :P but teacher came in and she said, she said what are you doing to this children and I said well, I'm teaching them what it really means to memorize pictures :P and she looked at me and she said, she said are you a christian and I said no, thanks :P i had one last night it was tasty :P and she said to me, she said If you're not a christian, you have to be a Satanist :P which pretty much alleviates alot of relegions if you think about it :P you know :P i tried to explain to her that my grandfather told me I should be a zen buddhist :P and he was, it was jewish :P originally but zen something happened :P and :P and I said, you know zen sometimes you have problems, and zen sometimes you don't :P and what happened was is for me once I got this then I went back to my room at the saway[?] hotel :P broke out all kind of paints and stuff :P that's why I'm not allowed to stay at the saway hotel anymore :P and I began to do the same thing he told me about :P and what happened is in an instant I putting a new idea inside my mind :P now let me ask you, how many of you absolutely believe that you have no artistic ability no drawing, period :P are you sure :P i like it, three hands dropped down :P no, I've a problem with certainty as well as with art :P ok and this is... mam... second over there :P ha-ha, look on your fa... i like this one as i can, no i can't, no i can't, yes i can, no i can't, yes i can, no i can't, yes, no, yes, yes, no [поднимает и опускает руку передразнивая неуверенных участников] :P yes and mam are you sure you have no talent nein whatsoever <девушка отвечает> give up a friend that was down here yesterday ah you're friends good god, how do i know that ohhhh yeah, so, no talent whatsoever :P you can't draw at all, can't paint :P mam, why don't you got signed up she's got... she's gonna think about it how about music ok so you got a little a little music in your soul :P <кивает> would you guys sit down over there for a second :P ok just for a minute :P I'll be with you in a second :P i just want.. is there somebody here that really believes that have no ability to play music and none whatsoever :P right and i had to believe you too, you know, remember, remember that :P ok sir, are you chewing gum what are you chewing on just your tongue or something it's no wonder you're not musical if you bite your tongue all the time there is nothing to be nervous about YET :P I'll tell you when :P and it'll be too late :P yeah, you can put your hands down would you come down here, sir... :P just... now, one of the... one of the things that I wanna to ask you, when did you first know that you're not artistic did you, whether you like meet and somebody tell you that when you were young :P